I won’t dare to say the o’s been a breeze, have totally no confidence for my language and humanities. Hopefully I would get a decent grade man.

Life after o’s is so insane, going shopping almost everyday, buying stuff for prom. Preparing for prom was beyond words. Tidy these and that to put nto my bag, headed down to salon to do my hair, make up done by mum. So damn rush! However I got to say prom last night was amazing, everyone looked so goddamn gorgeous, and I bet all of us had loads of fun together Sighs prom is way too short! I didn’t even get to take pictures with everyone I desired.

Universal studio tomorrow with 3 favourite girls! Can’t wait.

Dear God, I pray that tomorrow will be fun, and that the weather will be good, no scorching sun and no rainy weather! Thank you God, in Jesus’ name we pray, Amen!

Received my report book, urgh, I seriously suck. I improved by leaps and bounds from mid years. BUT. Why is it that people around me are scoring so well, low L1R5 and I’m like almost the bottom few? Honestly, what damn school can i get into with my lousy grades? Even polys would not want me in. It’s like the break or make it period, so critical. But why is it I don’t feel the heat of the o’s in xms? The atmosphere in xms is not right. The tension is impalpable. Why is that so? Is xms caring less for us, this 2010 graduating seniors? That’s really unfair.

On a lighter note, it’s the last day of school, and the start of the study break. I really love today. Went around the school with hf and xx taking pictures like wild girls, doing unglam and ridiculous poses we can come up with. I wonder if my future classmates be it in JC or poly will be as fabulous as my favourite girls are now. Friends come and go, but these group of girls are really great and I cannot bear to graduate! Touch wood, I want to graduate with pride and honour, but leaving my friends is such a painful thing to do.  When we move on, people change, and even I change. And I hate changes, despite the fact that I have high adaptability.

And I shall end off.
It will be a long time I will blog again I surmise.
Once again, I found my passion to blog, and discovered the beauty of it.

Will I be like what they say? Shine, like the brightest and sparkling star high up above the sky.

Well I really like my new hp by the way, nokia e 72, which is brown in colour. There’s functions like dictionary and map etc, cool right. Jeez I really should work super doubly hard from today onwards, don’t wanna disappoint my parents no more.

Byes.

Went out today. It wasn’t a constructive day. But at least, I feel very happy. That tingly feeling up till now. It was only for a mere 3 hours; however it means a lot to me.

Thanks <3

Shucks I should quickly finish making card and wrapping present and do something very very constructive!!!!

BYES.

Receiving back of papers, sighs really suck. Failed like 3 subjects. Good job man fiona. -.- But thanks gfs for all the encouragements and spur me on You girls are so sweet <3 Mdm Tian and Mr Zhuang are fab as well.

Pondering over whether I should go for physics and chemistry tuition. Should probably head down to kovan and research on all the tuition centres. Other than Mavis. Only small group tuition works for me!

Continued to watch “Blood Diamond” for English lesson. I enjoyed this show (not because of the goriness okaye, i not so sadist!), as it showed how people resort to violence to get diamonds, and also manipulating children to be child soldiers. Jeeez. How blessed we all are to be living in Singapore, and not in a horrid place like Africa.

Tuition from 6.45pm-8.45pm cancelled, because my dearest tuition teacher Rachel L. got food poisoning and had to go to the hospital. Hence tuition postpone to this sunday 9am-11am. After receiving the sms from her, decided to stay back for chinese remedial. Really really boring but at least I’ve learnt something from Xiao lao shi.

Returned home after lessons, and have been “relaxing” until now. Should continue my revision ya.

Movie marathon is on in xms currently, wonder will it be fun? Even if it is I won’t regret not going because it really isn’t wise to spend $20 to stay overnight in school and watch movies that you had watched before. $20 can watch 3 new movies airing in the cinema! Blah blah Mr Ho talked to us during PE lesson about how disappointed he was with us as we were not supportive of the event and not supportive of our school. Suck lor you. I mean I don’t mind donating, but to waste $20? Not every one has the financial means mind you.

P.s I can’t comprehend why some people don’t see being friends is so much better than being together. And why they got rejected of the idea of being together, they stop talking to you and hanging out. I’m just so glad I gave myself more time and didn’t end up with people like you.

Alright I shall do a bit of revision and go to sleep most likely. Serious eye bags and circles, think I can join the pandas in the zoo soon enough. Eye cream and all the stupid skin care products doesn’t work, grrr.

I’m feeling like this now:

Byes.

Shall blog about some significant events that happen this past month,remember it because of my lovely organiser. <3

17th february:
Half day off from school because last year seniors did well for o’s. Had meeting for xms cheer thingy and headed down to amk hub.
Movie watching with favourite girls! Caught PERCY JACKSON. Oh god he and another guy (his name starts with L i think, Lucas?) are damn freaking hot max <3
Had lunch at mos burger I think, can’t remember. My memory sucks!!! But one thing I do remember for sure. The burger is super freaking delicious!!!
Heart to heart with xj in the bus on the way home.

6th march:
I remembered me, huei ting and weishan waited damn long for the rest, and I met a bunch of gangsters x.x They suckkk to the max because they made me flee to popular with huei ting and weishan. Who won’t when one of them ask for your number right? Got like 7 of them leh, damn dangerous to continue sitting from at that bench opposite from them :/

Celebration of Jia nan’s birthday in heartland mall pictures with 2 very lovely people, but not yet uploaded
Had yoshinoya for dinner and cake!!!!
Camwhored like crazy at the second floor <3
Can’t wait to have the pictures!

12th march:
SHINEEEE. Just one sentence. I love the musical and everyone in it did a great job

I’m lazy to blog further, passion lost for now

I wanna run away from love
This time I’ve had enough
Every time I feel your touch, I’m broken
Shattered all the pieces of part
Never thought I’d fall so hard
Putting back together my heart, I’m broken

I’m broken
Save me
Save
I’m broken
Leona Lewis: Broken

13 February:
Super duper tiring and yet satisfied day. Did spring cleaning for my room, I know it sounds incredible, but from 11am-4.40pm, I tidied my TABLE only. My table is those writing table cum computer cum book shelf table, so it’s difficult to clear. I got to admit, usually I don’t do any tidying up!

Went gramp & granny’s house for reunion dinner. Think it’s a sucky one like every year. Everytime my Eldest auntie is around, it won’t be a happy reunion dinner. Hate the sight of her. She’s so freaking naggy, gahh. Anyway ended up chatting on the phone, thanks dude for keeping me company! If not I think I will die and rot down there sitting on the chairs.

Grumbled and complained to mummy, why can’t we have reunion dinner at 外公外婆’s house. I know it’s the tradition have to go to daddy’s side one, BUT gramp and granny have my cousins to keep them company, while my 外公外婆 only have my uncles and no grandchildren to have reunion dinner with them!!!! Bleah.

My cousin looked so different. She dyed her hair golden brown, short and a bit spiky hair, grey contact lenses which totally doesn’t suit her at all, eyeliner which doesn’t suit her as well duh. Why plaster your face in make up when you look pretty without any? People who need make up all the time are ugly people, that I can confirm. Main reason is because cosmetic ruin your complexion, making it full of clogged pores and yellow skin.

I’m just so not interested to talk to my dad’s side relatives because I dislike them, so?

14 february:
Went visiting to gramp & granny’s house again. My 2nd auntie and cousin actually asked me how do I tie my bun O.o And my cousin even said that if se grows her hair back long she’s gonna tie it like that. Gosh lah, be more original can or not, I tie you also want tie your hair like that. AT LEAST, she bothered to ask me HOW to tie it. Having same hairstyles doesn’t mean you copy, but please don’t tie your hair when you see other people tie it this way and you find it pretty. Style your hair in ways that suit you, and not blindly copying or following the trend. Unless you’re styling it that certain way because the weather is scorching.
P.s Eldest auntie nagged again. GAH! Even my mummy and other relatives can’t stand her as well. Bet none of her children will want to look after her when she’s old because she’s so damn freaking naggy and complain about stuff that’s so ridiculous.

Visited another 1 of my relative, great-grandmother, and lastly my favourite, my 外公外婆’s house!!!! I love my 外公外婆, my uncles and aunt Heheh ate many tidbits at 外公外婆’s house, damn full!!!!!

CNY is always so exhausting, rahhh.

Before I go off, I wish all of you a BLESSED HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE’S DAY!

P.s I have a group of rocking GFs Loves!

First of all, I wanna thank all my sweetest GFs who gave me a gift or even a note for this valentine’s day, and my super duper nice god-brother who was forced to buy chocolate for me

Chinese New Year celebration in xms suck every year, teachers always tried to make an attempt to get the atmosphere high but fail miserably. Next time don’t scold us for being noisy or some random tiny matter plus let us go off at 11am we would maybe like celebration in xms

At least collection of newspapers was fun! Sad thing that the level(7th floor) me, joanne, xiuming and tin fung went to no one want to open the door for us except for one. But she donated other day already so no more for us D:
P.s Alycia and I pro at tying newspapers! ;D damn neat to max.

Everything ends at 1pm,sianz lor!!!! So late. Went PS with the girls, had pastamania (spicy chicken fusilli!!!superb delicious and spicy ), daiso with xj, mrt with xj and home! Didn’t catch movie with the rest because I got tuition at 5pm D:

Tuition always pass damn fast, probably because me and miss rachel (yes my tuition teacher is call rachel too! but with the surname LIM) kept gossipping about many many stuff. Hahaha. Tuition has never been this enjoyable. Miss rachel rocks okay & she say that I am skinny,LOL!

Chinese new year is a time to get fat. Plus I ate long john silver take away for dinner by my mum!!! Love it, but fattening
I shall control my mouth and not get too excited by what I oculd eat during chinese new year x.x

P.s.s There’s a few things I hate about a guy:
1) They are such big liars.
2) They always make empty promises.
3) They promised to be there for you always and soon after they disappear from your life.
4) They said they would love you forever and they never fail to break this promise.
5) They often say they want to be with you forever or a certain period of time and they always end up not doing so.
I will join the anti-boys club soon with my dearest sister,LOL!

byes byes and have a happy holiday babes.

Not sure if I posted this song on my blog before, but it’s nice

Getting more and more busy recently, so I will be MIA from my dearest blog for days. Sighs, sometimes just wish to sit in front of my computer and bitch about every single teeny weeny thing in my life, and yet I dont have that much of a time to spare. Life zoom pass so fast.

Shall try my best and recall every interesting thing that happen this week, so I can look back to it when I graduate, remembering all the times I had fun or the crazy things I did in school.

Monday:
Received an sms from * which was damn scandalous!!!!! MR H and MRS T in hougang mall walking side by side, LOL. Please lah teachers, if you don’t want students to pass rumours about you all, don’t be so scandal and be nicer to us students next time

Tuesday:
PE SUCKS!! MR H don’t want to let us have PE, complained and complained, nagged and nagged that we were super noisy blah blah blah. Even yang lao shi also not as long winded like you lorr!!! Well MR H paraded all of us around the school with a finger on our lips (like we care) and made us stand outside the science staff room. Waste my time never get to exercise!!!!! What type of shyt teacher is he -.-
&&& history test! Can’t remember I could complete the last question, but I suppose should be able to pass it?

Wednesday:
Ss test~ Left last question not yet finish writing,sianz.
GB was… Wore full uniform under the hot hot sun and marched around for very very long without any breaks, and kept doing the same stuff over and over again x.x
Arms ached.
Marching is tiring.
Commanding is easy.
Commanding and teaching and correcting people, I rather march.

TODAY:
I don’t know whether it’s a good thing or not that I didn’t quite study geog, only flipped through the textbook and yet I could attempt the questions without having too much problem. But results come out sure fail or just pass one Realised human geog must be understand through common sense
Was walking with xiao xin and hui feng to coffeeshop to have lunch and wanted to come back to class and help out with decorations, but stepped out of school and walked a few metres and dad smsed me and said he’s in school carpark x.x What a surprise.
Reached home, do some homework, took a nap…

CNY celebration tomorrow, bet newspaper collection or whatever is that around the hdb estate near school should be fun. But not very looking forward to celebration though

I, really hate farewell.

On a lighter note, went compass point with mum today. Mum seemed to be in a really good mood, kept wanting to buy clothes for me. Lol. But just ain’t really in the mood to. Did get a dress from metro, pretty. Mum actually wanted to get 2 dresses and a shirt+shorts (don’t know what is that called lurh, it’s a sleeveless and not sleeveless top and shorts connected together). All 3 add together and it’s not even $100 But don’t want to spend so much, so only got 1 dress in the end. Saw a pretty heels, mum wanna get it for me Thing is it’s too freaking high, i think got more than 2 inches I’m gonna die young if i wear that heels. Shopping did lift my spirits up for awhile, but doesn’t quite help to heal anything.

Sighs…