It has been a hectic 2010. I’m so burn out everyday. The BIG o’s that everyone is fearing so much is drawing near. It’s like a path of no return, one step wrong and you are off the main path.
Received my report book, urgh, I seriously suck. I improved by leaps and bounds from mid years. BUT. Why is it that people around me are scoring so well, low L1R5 and I’m like almost the bottom few? Honestly, what damn school can i get into with my lousy grades? Even polys would not want me in. It’s like the break or make it period, so critical. But why is it I don’t feel the heat of the o’s in xms? The atmosphere in xms is not right. The tension is impalpable. Why is that so? Is xms caring less for us, this 2010 graduating seniors? That’s really unfair.
On a lighter note, it’s the last day of school, and the start of the study break. I really love today. Went around the school with hf and xx taking pictures like wild girls, doing unglam and ridiculous poses we can come up with. I wonder if my future classmates be it in JC or poly will be as fabulous as my favourite girls are now. Friends come and go, but these group of girls are really great and I cannot bear to graduate! Touch wood, I want to graduate with pride and honour, but leaving my friends is such a painful thing to do. When we move on, people change, and even I change. And I hate changes, despite the fact that I have high adaptability.
And I shall end off.
It will be a long time I will blog again I surmise.
Once again, I found my passion to blog, and discovered the beauty of it.
Will I be like what they say? Shine, like the brightest and sparkling star high up above the sky.
