Do You Ever Feel Like Plastic Bag, Drifting Through The Wind, Wanting To Start Again?

Yes i’m back to blog, been such a while.

I won’t dare to say the o’s been a breeze, have totally no confidence for my language and humanities. Hopefully I would get a decent grade man.

Life after o’s is so insane, going shopping almost everyday, buying stuff for prom. Preparing for prom was beyond words. Tidy these and that to put nto my bag, headed down to salon to do my hair, make up done by mum. So damn rush! However I got to say prom last night was amazing, everyone looked so goddamn gorgeous, and I bet all of us had loads of fun together Sighs prom is way too short! I didn’t even get to take pictures with everyone I desired.

Universal studio tomorrow with 3 favourite girls! Can’t wait.

Dear God, I pray that tomorrow will be fun, and that the weather will be good, no scorching sun and no rainy weather! Thank you God, in Jesus’ name we pray, Amen!

Nothing Changes, My Love Remains.

It has been a hectic 2010. I’m so burn out everyday. The BIG o’s that everyone is fearing so much is drawing near. It’s like a path of no return, one step wrong and you are off the main path.

Received my report book, urgh, I seriously suck. I improved by leaps and bounds from mid years. BUT. Why is it that people around me are scoring so well, low L1R5 and I’m like almost the bottom few? Honestly, what damn school can i get into with my lousy grades? Even polys would not want me in. It’s like the break or make it period, so critical. But why is it I don’t feel the heat of the o’s in xms? The atmosphere in xms is not right. The tension is impalpable. Why is that so? Is xms caring less for us, this 2010 graduating seniors? That’s really unfair.

On a lighter note, it’s the last day of school, and the start of the study break. I really love today. Went around the school with hf and xx taking pictures like wild girls, doing unglam and ridiculous poses we can come up with. I wonder if my future classmates be it in JC or poly will be as fabulous as my favourite girls are now. Friends come and go, but these group of girls are really great and I cannot bear to graduate! Touch wood, I want to graduate with pride and honour, but leaving my friends is such a painful thing to do.  When we move on, people change, and even I change. And I hate changes, despite the fact that I have high adaptability.

And I shall end off.
It will be a long time I will blog again I surmise.
Once again, I found my passion to blog, and discovered the beauty of it.

 

Will I be like what they say? Shine, like the brightest and sparkling star high up above the sky.

Whatcha Say?

Received my report book. Sighs, failed 3 subjects. Think I’ve got to find tuition for my sciences already. Really think my dad and mum will be very disappointed. And I just feel really guilty. Without any conditions, my parents bought me hp, and just about almost everything that I ask for. And then, I disappoint them with my results. I suck.

Well I really like my new hp by the way, nokia e 72, which is brown in colour. There’s functions like dictionary and map etc, cool right. Jeez I really should work super doubly hard from today onwards, don’t wanna disappoint my parents no more.

Byes.

The Only Exception.

Went out today. It wasn’t a constructive day. But at least, I feel very happy. That tingly feeling up till now. It was only for a mere 3 hours; however it means a lot to me.

Thanks <3

Shucks I should quickly finish making card and wrapping present and do something very very constructive!!!!

BYES.

How We Used To Be Then.

Missing in action for 2 months, and now I’m back. Kinda miss how i would always blog about all the happy and shyt in my life.

Receiving back of papers, sighs really suck. Failed like 3 subjects. Good job man fiona. -.- But thanks gfs for all the encouragements and spur me on You girls are so sweet <3 Mdm Tian and Mr Zhuang are fab as well.

Pondering over whether I should go for physics and chemistry tuition. Should probably head down to kovan and research on all the tuition centres. Other than Mavis. Only small group tuition works for me!

Continued to watch “Blood Diamond” for English lesson. I enjoyed this show (not because of the goriness okaye, i not so sadist!), as it showed how people resort to violence to get diamonds, and also manipulating children to be child soldiers. Jeeez. How blessed we all are to be living in Singapore, and not in a horrid place like Africa.

Tuition from 6.45pm-8.45pm cancelled, because my dearest tuition teacher Rachel L. got food poisoning and had to go to the hospital. Hence tuition postpone to this sunday 9am-11am. After receiving the sms from her, decided to stay back for chinese remedial. Really really boring but at least I’ve learnt something from Xiao lao shi.

Returned home after lessons, and have been “relaxing” until now. Should continue my revision ya.

Movie marathon is on in xms currently, wonder will it be fun? Even if it is I won’t regret not going because it really isn’t wise to spend $20 to stay overnight in school and watch movies that you had watched before. $20 can watch 3 new movies airing in the cinema! Blah blah Mr Ho talked to us during PE lesson about how disappointed he was with us as we were not supportive of the event and not supportive of our school. Suck lor you. I mean I don’t mind donating, but to waste $20? Not every one has the financial means mind you.

P.s I can’t comprehend why some people don’t see being friends is so much better than being together. And why they got rejected of the idea of being together, they stop talking to you and hanging out. I’m just so glad I gave myself more time and didn’t end up with people like you.

Alright I shall do a bit of revision and go to sleep most likely. Serious eye bags and circles, think I can join the pandas in the zoo soon enough. Eye cream and all the stupid skin care products doesn’t work, grrr.

I’m feeling like this now:

Byes.

It’s Hard To Deal With The Pain Of Losing You Everywhere I Go.

I’m back, after more than half a month of mia from wordpress. I miss wordpress okaye!!! But I don’t know what to blog about, seem like everytime I blog is to complain, oh wells.

Shall blog about some significant events that happen this past month,remember it because of my lovely organiser. <3

17th february:
Half day off from school because last year seniors did well for o’s. Had meeting for xms cheer thingy and headed down to amk hub.
Movie watching with favourite girls! Caught PERCY JACKSON. Oh god he and another guy (his name starts with L i think, Lucas?) are damn freaking hot max <3
Had lunch at mos burger I think, can’t remember. My memory sucks!!! But one thing I do remember for sure. The burger is super freaking delicious!!!
Heart to heart with xj in the bus on the way home.

6th march:
I remembered me, huei ting and weishan waited damn long for the rest, and I met a bunch of gangsters x.x They suckkk to the max because they made me flee to popular with huei ting and weishan. Who won’t when one of them ask for your number right? Got like 7 of them leh, damn dangerous to continue sitting from at that bench opposite from them :/

Celebration of Jia nan’s birthday in heartland mall pictures with 2 very lovely people, but not yet uploaded
Had yoshinoya for dinner and cake!!!!
Camwhored like crazy at the second floor <3
Can’t wait to have the pictures!

12th march:
SHINEEEE. Just one sentence. I love the musical and everyone in it did a great job

I’m lazy to blog further, passion lost for now

Where Do I Turn When We Weren’t So Close?

You can take away all my love
What do I need it for
You can take away all these words
There’s no meaning anymore
You can take away everything
Leave me lying on the floor
All those sorry’s we can’t go back to the start
You can’t fix me, I’m torn apart

I wanna run away from love
This time I have had enough
Every time I feel your touch, I’m broken
Shattered all the pieces apart
Never thought I’d fall so hard
I’m putting back together my heart, it’s broken

You can take these photographs
Watch them fade away
You can throw away all these letters
I don’t care about what they say
All those sorry’s, there’s a million reasons why
You can’t mend me, don’t even try

I wanna run away from love
This time I have had enough
Every time I feel your touch, I’m broken
Shattered all the pieces apart
Never thought I’d fall so hard
I’m putting back together my heart, I’m broken

I know it’s gonna take some time
To finally realize
I got nothing left inside, nothing to hide
I’m broken, I’m broken
My heart is overwhelmed
I’m broken, I’m broken
There’s nothing left inside
Save me
Save me

I wanna run away from love
This time I’ve had enough
Every time I feel your touch, I’m broken
Shattered all the pieces of part
Never thought I’d fall so hard
Putting back together my heart, I’m broken

I’m broken
Save me
Save
I’m broken
Leona Lewis: Broken

13 February:
Super duper tiring and yet satisfied day. Did spring cleaning for my room, I know it sounds incredible, but from 11am-4.40pm, I tidied my TABLE only. My table is those writing table cum computer cum book shelf table, so it’s difficult to clear. I got to admit, usually I don’t do any tidying up!

Went gramp & granny’s house for reunion dinner. Think it’s a sucky one like every year. Everytime my Eldest auntie is around, it won’t be a happy reunion dinner. Hate the sight of her. She’s so freaking naggy, gahh. Anyway ended up chatting on the phone, thanks dude for keeping me company! If not I think I will die and rot down there sitting on the chairs.

Grumbled and complained to mummy, why can’t we have reunion dinner at 外公外婆’s house. I know it’s the tradition have to go to daddy’s side one, BUT gramp and granny have my cousins to keep them company, while my 外公外婆 only have my uncles and no grandchildren to have reunion dinner with them!!!! Bleah.

My cousin looked so different. She dyed her hair golden brown, short and a bit spiky hair, grey contact lenses which totally doesn’t suit her at all, eyeliner which doesn’t suit her as well duh. Why plaster your face in make up when you look pretty without any? People who need make up all the time are ugly people, that I can confirm. Main reason is because cosmetic ruin your complexion, making it full of clogged pores and yellow skin.

I’m just so not interested to talk to my dad’s side relatives because I dislike them, so?

14 february:
Went visiting to gramp & granny’s house again. My 2nd auntie and cousin actually asked me how do I tie my bun O.o And my cousin even said that if se grows her hair back long she’s gonna tie it like that. Gosh lah, be more original can or not, I tie you also want tie your hair like that. AT LEAST, she bothered to ask me HOW to tie it. Having same hairstyles doesn’t mean you copy, but please don’t tie your hair when you see other people tie it this way and you find it pretty. Style your hair in ways that suit you, and not blindly copying or following the trend. Unless you’re styling it that certain way because the weather is scorching.
P.s Eldest auntie nagged again. GAH! Even my mummy and other relatives can’t stand her as well. Bet none of her children will want to look after her when she’s old because she’s so damn freaking naggy and complain about stuff that’s so ridiculous.

Visited another 1 of my relative, great-grandmother, and lastly my favourite, my 外公外婆’s house!!!! I love my 外公外婆, my uncles and aunt Heheh ate many tidbits at 外公外婆’s house, damn full!!!!!

CNY is always so exhausting, rahhh.

Before I go off, I wish all of you a BLESSED HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE’S DAY!

P.s I have a group of rocking GFs Loves!

It’s A Long Road When You Face The World Alone; No One Reaches Out A Hand For You To Hold.

First of all, I wanna thank all my sweetest GFs who gave me a gift or even a note for this valentine’s day, and my super duper nice god-brother who was forced to buy chocolate for me

Chinese New Year celebration in xms suck every year, teachers always tried to make an attempt to get the atmosphere high but fail miserably. Next time don’t scold us for being noisy or some random tiny matter plus let us go off at 11am we would maybe like celebration in xms

At least collection of newspapers was fun! Sad thing that the level(7th floor) me, joanne, xiuming and tin fung went to no one want to open the door for us except for one. But she donated other day already so no more for us D:
P.s Alycia and I pro at tying newspapers! ;D damn neat to max.

Everything ends at 1pm,sianz lor!!!! So late. Went PS with the girls, had pastamania (spicy chicken fusilli!!!superb delicious and spicy ), daiso with xj, mrt with xj and home! Didn’t catch movie with the rest because I got tuition at 5pm D:

Tuition always pass damn fast, probably because me and miss rachel (yes my tuition teacher is call rachel too! but with the surname LIM) kept gossipping about many many stuff. Hahaha. Tuition has never been this enjoyable. Miss rachel rocks okay & she say that I am skinny,LOL!

Chinese new year is a time to get fat. Plus I ate long john silver take away for dinner by my mum!!! Love it, but fattening
I shall control my mouth and not get too excited by what I oculd eat during chinese new year x.x

P.s.s There’s a few things I hate about a guy:
1) They are such big liars.
2) They always make empty promises.
3) They promised to be there for you always and soon after they disappear from your life.
4) They said they would love you forever and they never fail to break this promise.
5) They often say they want to be with you forever or a certain period of time and they always end up not doing so.
I will join the anti-boys club soon with my dearest sister,LOL!

byes byes and have a happy holiday babes.

I Hate Farewell.

Not sure if I posted this song on my blog before, but it’s nice

Getting more and more busy recently, so I will be MIA from my dearest blog for days. Sighs, sometimes just wish to sit in front of my computer and bitch about every single teeny weeny thing in my life, and yet I dont have that much of a time to spare. Life zoom pass so fast.

Shall try my best and recall every interesting thing that happen this week, so I can look back to it when I graduate, remembering all the times I had fun or the crazy things I did in school.

Monday:
Received an sms from * which was damn scandalous!!!!! MR H and MRS T in hougang mall walking side by side, LOL. Please lah teachers, if you don’t want students to pass rumours about you all, don’t be so scandal and be nicer to us students next time

Tuesday:
PE SUCKS!! MR H don’t want to let us have PE, complained and complained, nagged and nagged that we were super noisy blah blah blah. Even yang lao shi also not as long winded like you lorr!!! Well MR H paraded all of us around the school with a finger on our lips (like we care) and made us stand outside the science staff room. Waste my time never get to exercise!!!!! What type of shyt teacher is he -.-
&&& history test! Can’t remember I could complete the last question, but I suppose should be able to pass it?

Wednesday:
Ss test~ Left last question not yet finish writing,sianz.
GB was… Wore full uniform under the hot hot sun and marched around for very very long without any breaks, and kept doing the same stuff over and over again x.x
Arms ached.
Marching is tiring.
Commanding is easy.
Commanding and teaching and correcting people, I rather march.

TODAY:
I don’t know whether it’s a good thing or not that I didn’t quite study geog, only flipped through the textbook and yet I could attempt the questions without having too much problem. But results come out sure fail or just pass one Realised human geog must be understand through common sense
Was walking with xiao xin and hui feng to coffeeshop to have lunch and wanted to come back to class and help out with decorations, but stepped out of school and walked a few metres and dad smsed me and said he’s in school carpark x.x What a surprise.
Reached home, do some homework, took a nap…

CNY celebration tomorrow, bet newspaper collection or whatever is that around the hdb estate near school should be fun. But not very looking forward to celebration though

I, really hate farewell.

Feeling A Lil Lost.

Okay, I know I’m really very dead. 3 consecutive days of humanities tests, and i only studied half of history only. ss and geog untouched. Prepared to fail these tests already

On a lighter note, went compass point with mum today. Mum seemed to be in a really good mood, kept wanting to buy clothes for me. Lol. But just ain’t really in the mood to. Did get a dress from metro, pretty. Mum actually wanted to get 2 dresses and a shirt+shorts (don’t know what is that called lurh, it’s a sleeveless and not sleeveless top and shorts connected together). All 3 add together and it’s not even $100 But don’t want to spend so much, so only got 1 dress in the end. Saw a pretty heels, mum wanna get it for me Thing is it’s too freaking high, i think got more than 2 inches I’m gonna die young if i wear that heels. Shopping did lift my spirits up for awhile, but doesn’t quite help to heal anything.

Sighs…

I Tried To Tear You Out Of My Heart.

Emotions rushes in and filled me with anguish. Thinking about it, I realised I don’t know how to react to everything.

Slept real late last night, hence felt rather worn out today. Don’t know whether it’s a good thing or what, but I took the sec 1s for drills and me myself didn’t do drills at all. It’s super tiring to teach the sec 1 drills, some give the i-don’t-care face, asked them to stand straight they bend their knees. Having problem with this girl from 101 (shall not mention her name!). She seem to have attitude problem or something. Oh wells, I’m gonna step down soon and I don’t care. Even though mam vennie said that we have to help out till june, but I don’t freaking care. Mdm liew say 10 april and that’s it. I’m not gonna waste anymore of my precious time on GB no more.

Ji dan, got punished 4 rounds because fingernails TOO long (kns so short still say long) and shirt never tuck in properly. Oh wells at least I pass my skirt, pro right

Mam said that next wednesday will be sec 4 stage 2 drill test, DAMN! Sure cannot make it one. Walao. If I fail it this time I’m not gonna waste time take again also.

GB is a waste of time -.-

Went heartland mall with mum+bro and got another pair of shoes and skirt for cny.

Conclusion for even trying: you end up hurting even more.

A proof that I’m okaye:

You Will Be Happier Without Me.

This is a song that I can really relate to and it describes how I feel.

Been really busy these days. Everyday I’m filled with fatigue, never once in these days have I really rest well.

English composition test, chemistry test. Glad that I’ve got the inspirations for the compo question, if not I’m dead meat. Chemistry.. No such luck. Think I should be able to pass, but won’t be able to pass well.

Right after chemistry test, taught the 9 sec 2 drills. Think it’s productive, however time really flies and sky starts to darken. Commanding and teaching are so so exhausting!

Dad came down to school and sent me home. Tuition starts late because raining heavily and my teacher don’t dare to come out of her house

OHH. All of us are stepping down on 10 april! It’s the school rules, so I won’t be going back to gb to help once 10 april reach Totally can’t wait.

P.s A thanks to GFs who consoled me Just wanna say that I am fine

Wonder why I feel so strong and not emotional. But it’s good.

I long for a shoulder to lean on.

Can’t Be With Or Without You.

hot pink beaded necklace <3

LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE. If you are wondering why you didn’t see the GB sec 4s in school today for cca, that is because we went for this super stupid leadership conference at kuo chuan pss.

They sang many stupid songs, do many stupid things, which left me rather speechless. So I wasted 8 hours of my time today just to do stupid stuff? Sad to say, yes. The only beneficial things are the talks, which were rather interesting. However I was so tired that I didn’t really get what the speakers said into my head, so I really did waste a whole day at kuo chuan pss today.
P.s the officers there mainly suck!!! And I saw the mam who FLIRTS
Ewww!

Had twister fries with Jia En & co. Talked talked, and these wonderful girls gave me advices. But I am still unsure of what I should do, sighs. Dad drove to J8 and we headed to kovan ntuc to find mum, who was buying groceries and some cny food. By then I was exhausted. So you can imagine how worn out I am now.
P.s twister fries is super delicious <3

Finished the ss project, yays. Though it pales in comparison to Winglun’s group video, but I put in my very best already, so hopefully Mdm Tian will give us rather good marks for it too!

I WANT TO STEP DOWN FOR GB.

Some Things Are Better Left Unsaid.

I feel really, really, really lost now.

Who will help me?

有谁在乎我?

Whatever I blog, it’s not meant to gain sympathy from anyone, because I need none.

I am very tired and yet I can’t go to bed.

Wish I Will Be Gone From Earth This Instance, For It Doesn’t Matter If The World Lose Me.

Dear God,
I pray that You will bless me with friends who care, friends who are true and not hypocrites. I am sick of these hypocrites. The only thing that I want to thank you for, is that You blessed me with a wonderful family, parents who really dote on me, a mum who wakes up early almost every day just to make breakfast for me and get my uniform neat and tidy, and a dad who drives me to school early in the morning. God I thank You for this.
Amen.

I’m sick of this. Very, very sick of this.

Studied in school today, not productive at all. Well I have decided that I’m not gonna study with anyone after school anymore, shall study alone in class the next time. Guess it’s more productive that way.

Sec 4 camp discussion tomorrow, sianxz.

Shall try and complete my 剪报 now, byes byes.

My Baby Smells Of Armani, Sweet.

Okaye I’m in the mood to blog again. Now I’m going to tell a story regarding kids who are so freaking uncivilised. Tsk tsk, parents never teach?

So after accompanying ruo xin to wait for the rest to come in church, I headed to the printing shop opposite of baby’s house to print some pictures PRETTY. Can’t wait to complete that thing Walked over to my house on my own, sadded I had to carried so many stuff on my own, ungentleman leh you, hope you are very guilty to the max

As usual, headed to the stairs at my house block. Sat on the stairs, and heard kids voices and noises of a ball being kicked around. We were at the 3rd floor, while the kids (about 10 years old and below?) were at the 4th floor. Once, the ball was being kicked to 3rd floor,so a kid ran down to get the ball and i think in the process he/she saw us.
Shortly after which (after a few times of ball rolling down again and again), I felt food being thrown down through the gaps of the stairs -.- Guess what, the kids are hiding at the stairs and throwing rollercoaster tidbits down at us. I was really irritated, as the volume of food being thrown down increases. One little girl even looked through the gap of the stairs and stared at us. HELLO, not like we were doing any intimate stuff, why throw food at us -.- I diao the girl of course, duh. However the throwing of food continued. And I kept hearing the little girl giggling.
At one point in time I was so fed up that I climbed the stairs, and guess how many kids I saw. 1 girl, 3 boys looking at me. And I told them rather angrily “Can you all stop it?”. They ran away after that, however shortly after, they continued playing the ball, and one time when the ball rolled down the stairs again, the girl and the boys were doing scissors,paper,stone to see who will go down and get the ball. LMAO, borh ji arh you all, dare to throw things at me don’t dare to come down take your stupid ball? Make me feel like ROFL when they don’t dare to take their ball a few times. Guess they are afraid that I will do something evil to them whatever lah.

BUT. That’s not the end. The kids actually threw paper balls and plastic down at US. FUCKKKKK! These kids like no parents teach de sia! Knn, I should have really scolded the kids and threaten to beat them up if they continue throwing down food and rubbish. _l_
Oh wells but I shall maintain my image for the sake of my baby :/ Can’t imagine if i started swearing at the kids, lolx.

No choice, in order to get away from the kids went over to the other stairs at my house block still. I totally think it’s not my day today, halfway when we ______, a uncle suddenly wanted to climb the stairs! Walao, so many stairs you cannot go climb other stairs de arh, ji dan gao.
Swey to max

I’m just bored lah okay.
Just feel like saying this to those no-life stompers after seeing pictures of young couples being taken and posted on stomp. This only applies to those who think they belong to this category.
Dearest stompers, I guess you are jealous when you took pictures of young couples kissing and hugging in public. It’s ridiculous to take them kissing at stairs or those isolated place though they are not in school uniform right? This just proves that YOU HAVE NO LIFE. Why in the world you care if teenage couples intimate not? Not like they are having sex right. If you say it’s not right for teenage to kiss in public, then where you want them to kiss and hug? If they could go to each other houses, they would much rather be intimate in their own homes rather than letting you these no life stompers taking pictures of them. What business is it of yours to take their pictures? TSK, go reflect lah shytface

I Feel Like Doing Some Bitch-Slapping.

A lot of things to talk about today.

Had CCA this morning, superb sian max. Forgot to bring the $60 for bubbletea, thank goodness miss wan hui lent me the money first, super grateful to her! [I don't quite care if you don't like her]

Changed out of GB uniform, had lunched with ruo xin and headed down to church. I must say all the complaining is for nothing, for after the discussion I personally think it’s pretty worth the time. Never knew discussion with staff tay is so fun, side-tracked many times led to many interesting talks.

Sometimes, people are not sensitive to one and other’s needs. Most of the time, they just don’t appreciate whatever work that other people do for them. It’s annoying me, when me or the exco did stuff, none of you girls appreciate us. Instead what did you return me with? Bad attitude. I have bear with all of your bad attitude till I can’t tolerate anymore. The most obvious girl who gives the most attitude to the officers and me is ____. Fill in the blanks, who doesn’t know who’s got the lousiest attitude in GB?
I hate it when people other than officers set many expectations for me. Before you set any expectations for any of the leaders, go think it through your shythead whether you can fulfill this criteria. If you can’t, or you are not any better than me, please shut your mouth and don’t make any comments about any of the leaders. If you think you are better than me, then step out and I will kindly let you run GB and be the head.
It is no fun being the leaders, and it is definitely NOT slack being the GB head. Who say it is? Who say it is easy being the GB head? If you think GB head just do all the saikang job, you are a very SHALLOW person. Please go widen your knowledge before you make a fool out of yourself to say that being a leader is an easy-peasy task. Stop being a bimbo
Who would want to be a leader, when it means you will be ostracise from whatever activities that your batch wants to do like go out shopping together etc? Why must you all ostracise good people? It’s not like we have bad attitude. At least, it’s better than most of yours. That I can double guarantee. Who would want to be a leader, when you can’t join in all the fun that your batch have?
Please just go reflect about yourself. Go think about it. Who’s the one doing all the stupid jobs like collecting forms and handing it in to teachers? Who’s the one that officers and teachers go to when something goes wrong? It’s the leaders. Or actually, me. You all always complain the officers likes to punish you all, but have you ever think why they want to punish you? It’s not like it’s thrilling to see 48 girls running around the parade square, and see them perspire and all. Go reflect. Why is it that I’m not punish somtimes? It’s because I knew that when in full uniform, we have to have short nails so on and forth.
I absolutely find it super double irritating when people ask me,”HUH! Why wear full uniform again?”. HELLO. It’s not like I’m the one who decide what attire to wear, it’s the officers. If you go the guts, go and ask mam vennie directly yourself. It’s not like the GB full uniform is so pretty that I want to wear it. Any idea how horrific I think it looks huh?
Just stop asking these stupid questions. It’s annoying me to the fully maximum.

SS project to be redo, crap lah.

Emotions Keep Spinning Out.

Hello, I’m back to blog again. Today suddenly got the mood to post
P.s be prepared, usually when I’ve got the mood to blog, it’s mostly about complains and rants.

Time pass fast, friday came and go just like that Now it’s sunday already!!! Haix, friday whole day gone, saturday also whole day gone, very sad Now I’m left with my pathetic sunday to complete all my homework. So pretty dead I guess.

I am so very lazy to complete the chinese xmoogle homework So torturing, but oh wells for the fact that I’m a sec 4 already I shall complete it, ASAP. If not when I lose this motivation I might just never finish it, with the piling homework, projects, not to mention all the stupid meetings and cca activities.

I wanna go out to shop!!! But I can’t complete my homework and revision this way Haven’t even start revising for this thursday A maths geometrical proof test!!!!!!!!!! So really dead. If only blogging can earn a lot of money then good -.- Jeez.

Oh no so not looking forward to my last orientation camp in GB!!!! It’s gonna be more torturing than hell, i double super bet and guarantee. I scared monthly bestie arrive on those days D: I pray and pray and pray that it won’t arrive on my camp days or a few days before, hope I would have end my period by the time my camp comes!!!! If not I don’t go to camp le x.x

Byes.

Honey Mustard Lah.

My blog is rotting and it has a rotten stench, eew. I’m busy with many stuff and also I’m super duper lazy to use the computer. Yes, that’s how lazy I am My once beloved blog is now rotting like nobody’s business. Aiya but no choice, I must learn not to use the computer for many days, since I’m a sec 4 already :/

This week… If my memory hasn’t failed me, nothing eventful happened. School is just this boring. So far the only thing that i had enjoyed about school is the air conditioner classroom, this means even on a hot hot day, I won’t perspire like a pig (ny always say i perspire like a pig so i shall use it ._.) and stink like a decomposing organism

Something is getting on my nerves real badly and if I don’t spew it out, I think I may go bonkers soon. One PARTICULAR teacher, is taking too long to teach geography. I mean seriously! I had done my calculations, and in 3 period time, she had only taught us 6 pages of Geography of Food. Goodness me how are we suppose to finish the syllabus fast enough to do revision? HELLOOOOOOO, can we like change teachers puhlease? There doesn’t seem to be any good geog teachers around xms. That’s really sad. The only lesson that I can absorb most is probably history lesson, though I hate history. Mr Pah really entertains us, but he doesn’t forget to feed us with more than enough history facts. His entertainment made us remembers the boring dead facts more easily. I probably have a chance of scoring better this year, compared to my just-passing-grades last year, HOORAYS.
Other than that… school is just really boring lor. I rather stay at home and sleep for the whole day.

Today was horrible. GB totally saps all of my energy. Full uniform, and the weather is hot like shyt. Had to walked around, do this do that. But it beats standing and not being able to fidget though. BUT BUT BUT, I would rather stand with the girls and not do anything, because it’s really tiring to oversee everything lor. The officers like not happy with me because attire check is taking too long, and I didn’t collect the CCA card at the start of the CCA. Sian. Once I’m out of GB I don’t have to suffer any of your tortures or face already, say HOORAYs for that. HIP HIP HOORAY. I can’t wait for that day to arrive.
P.s many people feel sick today. Sian, guess I have to pass down message to everyone to have breakfast before coming to GB. -.- Aiya, see how first. I got mood then send, if not I don’t care le lah. Don’t understand why some don’t want to eat breakfast especially the sec 2s gah ._.lll Don’t eat of course will faint lah haiyos. Hope it won’t happen again very tiring.

Went home, had lunch, bathed, headed down to church, met rachel and denise at the kovan old interchange. Coincidence. First time I’m so late for church, but who cares it’s my last session anyway, doesn’t matter. Like YAYS, I’m finally done with the session. Thank goodness I have been consistent for coming to church. Can’t imagine if I have to go for GB in the morning and go down to church again. Think sooner or later I will go crazy. So get it over and done with, and I can slack and do homework in peace

Headed to hougang mall with ruo xin, jia en and xiuming. Had subway for dinner. Had a feeling I will see church friends at hougang mall, and i really saw matthias when I was queueing up buying food! Hahaha think i psychic already

The one thing that captivate me MOST about a guy is his SMILE. I can really go crazy when a guy with a charming smile smiled at me lah, zomg. Sorry, old habits die hard I can’t stop going 花痴, if one day I did, that’s probably not fiona Oh no I am so amazed and charmed by his smile x.x

Byes.

The Sight Of You Irks Me.

Been a week since I last blogged. School reopen, and I’m a sec 4 student already. In like 3 months time I will be 16 years old. I like being 15!! 16 sounds really old lurh But looking on the bright sight, I can finally watch NC 16!
P.s this means that baby is even older

First day of school is all talks. Next few days were really annoying. Almost every single teacher who came in (or is it all?) will keep nagging and nagging about o levels. Give us a break la! Not like we don’t know o level is important right -.-

7/1/2010: Happy birthday to baby
P.s that is the only day that i really enjoy. Other days I just want class to end soon and go home, tired like shyt every day.

Orientation on friday (8/1). One word. Super duper exhausted max. Giving instructions and see that things get done, very tiring la :/ Though I super slack, only need to give speech. Repeated it for 8 times.
Rushed home at 5 plus pm, bathed, ate a bit of rice, went for tuition.

Lol walao didn’t expect my teacher to be a young female teacher, she’s still in university lurh. So I guess she’s about 5 years older than me? Not bad, but didn’t do much, she only went through with me some questions from my textbook that I don’t know how to do for further coordinate geometry.
Lesson cut down to 1 hour half, because I’m the only student (like private tuition!). The other girl absent because feeling unwell.

Went for church today, kinda regretted it. But oh wells wanna get it done quickly, wanna stay at home to study.

P.s seeing you makes me dislike you more and more secretly.

Byes.

I Want You By My Side, You Know I Need You Here Tonight.

I’m feeling bored to the max. Because I have to complete my homework and school is reopening in like 1 day’s time. CRYS.

Went out with family to have lunch today. Mum bought groceries, after which dad drove me to church.
It’s really nice to know that people say hi to you because they are glad to see you there, not like in school, whereby people say hi to each other and they don’t even quite care. These 2 girls always make me feel so welcomed, joy and limin!

Argh can’t help but drifted off once sermon started x.x Am super sleepy lurh >.< Kinda sad that there’s no cell discussion today! The thing that i look forward the most is cell discussion lor. Hmm, got to know our new cell group, am in joanne’s group together with ruoxin and some others! Hehehes, secretly happy that SOMEONE is same group as me Oh well, thou shall not say who that SOMEONE is

Omgosh. I think sec 4 will be a very miserable year for me since new teachers are joining our class. Can anyone understand the feeling of “with trepidation, i step into school, after a full 2 months of holiday.” Geez, that’s so harsh. Sorry I can’t help but to complain in here.

Probably going shopping tomorrow with family.

I love you.
P.s a very random one.

10th Month.

NEW YEAR. But i have no idea why am I feeling so dead and, hmm tired? No NEW YEAR mood, no mood for anything lurh.

Last day of 2009 what was I doing? A pity I didn’t get to spend it with ny Not like my mum would have approve of me celebrating New Year with my friends.
But I shall be thankful, as my parents brought us out to have pizza hut. Nothing great or fab, but we must learn to be contented right?
The treat after meal was seeing a group of cute guys who were dressed up stylishly, sorry lurh I can’t help it, can’t blame me as I haven’t been seeing any good looking guys recently okayes!

Today… Was spent in my home sweet home. Nothing better than home. Had breakfast, then went back to sleep. slept from 11am-2 plus pm, geezus. Guess I’m really worn out. Stayed at home, replayed 3 episodes of my favourite hongkong drama. Kinda feel like I wasted the whole day away.

I’M SO NOT IN THE COMPLETE-THE-HOMEWORK mood! HOW Holidays are meant to let us rest and relax. Yet we still have to do revision, complete the homework whatever bullshyt. so GREAT that I didn’t even do any revision, not to mention completing my homework. GAHH.

Maybe 2009 isn’t a fab-to-max year for me, but i sure know 2010 won’t be any better.

Thinking about school makes me feel like crying a river.
Oh gosh. I have 3 Gb teachers eyeing on me this “FAB” 2010. All 3 are 405′s teachers.

zOMGGGGGGG.

Alrights I’m off to prepare to cry a river out.
BYES.

For Every 99 Times You Looked Me In The Eyes.

P.s I just remember that 23 december is registration day for sec 1s and i did not rot at home. Went to XMS with family for registration. Lol saw many friends on duty there, and GB slacked But oh wells I’m glad that GB does not have any duty, if not I can’t help my parents out on the buying of books etc.

P.s.s A very BIG and HUMONGOUS thanks to my friends for all the sweet christmas gifts!
P.s.s.s A bit late

 

Sighs. I’m extremely bored at home. Homework not done yet, very lazy to complete it. Shucks anyone who haven’t even touch their homework?

Gahhh.

 

Whatever I blog, I don’t need people to sympathise with me or anything.
I’m a loner, so what?

 

 Byes.

 

 

I’ll Never Talk Again, You’ve Left Me Speechless.

Guess I’m really getting reluctant to talk to people about my problems. Even though blogigng is my favourite mode of bitching/ranting my problems etc. Sighs. Getting more and more no mood with each day passing by…

22 December tuesday:
Went down to tanjong pagar for CIP work. Jeez I’m liking table tennis more and more. During my last visit to New Voice Club, i realised the elderly there taught me quite a lot of stuff. It’s really nice talking to them, and playing table table etc with them. Sang Christmas carols for them and we left. Promised the super adorable uncle that I will go back during the next school holidays, uncle anyhow say by that time he would have gone heaven already :/ Rawrs, touch wood.
Had Subway for lunch with ruo xin, jia en, qiao yi and isabel. Went to the mall there and shopped shopped [don't know what mall is that]. After this trip I finally know what present to give for my dearest sister for her birthday! Hopefully I can finish it by the time her birthday arrives.
Went down to kovan heartland mall with jia en after that, both of us were kinda in the shopping mood!
P.s got scolded by mum for being sucha shopaholic. 这么会溜! yeah that’s what my mum said to me on the phone, got real angry.

23 December wednesday:
Rotted at home. Something sad ahppen ;(

24 December thursday:
Didn’t go to miss tan christmas party. Haix no mood because of what happen on wednesday. Well sister didn’t go either, so no point I go because i wanna pass her present one lor, but oh wells. However I did went hougang mall with mum and bro. Sianz didn’t buy anything No nice clothes or shoes to buy
Ooooo, me and bro played arcade! I think that the guitar machine was nice, but i suck at it, lols x.x Went to park afterward, passed ny present, slacked and went home. Finally one time that my mum didn’t nag at me for going out. But feel real guilty for lying to her about whom I went out with.
P.s I find aunties and uncles are weird people. This particular uncle kept jogging around the park, and everytime he jogged passed me and ny he kepy turning and looked at us! KPO o.o

25 December friday:
Christmas. Another bored christmas. Watched the super nice hongkong drama from morning till evening. Went compass point jackplace and had dinner. The food suck!!! I eat until i want to vomit But anyway saw fengwei! LOL. Nearly cannot recognise him, not that he changed or what la just that too long never see him already :/ He said xianting saw me, but i never see her leh!! :/  Returned home and continued watching my hongkong drama.

26 December saturday:
Watched drama, met jia en at heartland mall, headed down to bugis, ate lunch and shopped!
Didn’t get anything at both bugis junction and bugis street :/ Nothing pretty. Went to heartland mall, didn’t get anything either. HMMPHS!
Raining, thank goodness mum asked me to bring umbrella. Shared umbrella with jia en, thought we’re late for youth ablaze. In the end we’re right on time :/
Walked to heartland mall with ruo xin, had kfc. Lol and we saw zonghan!!
P.s his mum is pretty

27 December sunday TODAY:
Went to the zonal + cell bonding with ruoxin. ruoxin damn unlucky la,just stepped out of church not long then slipper strap came out x.x Went heartland mall AGAIN, ruoxin bought another pair of shoes and we headed down to joanne’s house with staff tay. Ate a piece of pizza for lunch. Played taboo. Gift exchange. Wash up. After which ruo xin and I went off first.
Went home and finished watching my hongkong drama! Oh my gosh the guys are hot x.x
P.s They say looks are deceiving. But it’s still the wrapping that matters. The feeling of your gift that doesn’t seem great, and it’s the only present left down there and no one wants it. Shouldn’t have went at all.

Sighs. I hate school.
byes.

I’ll Be Your Girl Backstage At Your Show.

MIA for days. Lazy to switch on the computer again.
Oh wells. Tuesday did not quite end happily, went home late and got a dressing down from mum. What an ending.
Wednesday. Met up with tin fung at kovan mrt and headed down to orchard. Shopping trip with alycia, tin fung, cordillia and christy. Hahaha didn’t get anything at orchard. Went Hula & co, saw a dress that’s pretty, but it’s BLACK [very dull colour i don't like] and it’s so Christmas-y, plus it’s a bit too long for my height, so didn’t get anything. went off at 3 plus pm, went to hougang mall on my own. Got presents for my 2 dearest people! Hehehe can’t wait to pass to them

Thursday.  Rot at home.
Friday. Went heartland mall with mum and bro. Got english essay writing reference book and chinese one. Bought other necessary stationery as well. [me and bro bought many stuff ffrom popular, HEAVY!] Plus, return the 2 books i had rented, got back $18. Rawrs Banana’s clothes very pretty, should have got that top, only $20, good bargain lor :/

Saturday. YOUTH ABLAZE! Don’t know why youth ablaze suddenly so little people attend. Many missing people. Sermon was nice, think pastor whatever-his-name-is [sorry i can't remember! i think he's from sri lanka ] was super humorous. Sermon was about recognising God’s voice, and don’t mistook other voices in our lives as God’s, because it might not be necessary be His. Worship was hmm.. I don’t know, kinda feel like something was missing. Passion perhaps? Cell discussion, erh topic kinda random. Cell + zonal bonding on sunday, i shall go since i’m not going to the 30-31 december bonding :/

TODAY. Hougang mall with mum. Bought a pair of open toe flats. Phew that i didn’t regretted getting it, mum said it’s unique, the colour is light blue, pretty pretty! I can never get tired of looking at clothes, bags, shoes ;P Didn’t see any pretty clothes in hougang mall though me and mum went into almost every clothes store. A lot of very auntie clothes :/ Even my usual favourite A,DREY don’t have any nice clothes! Saw one not bad lah, but didn’t get it since i saw it in the store a few months ago, a bit out already :/ Don’t wanna see prettier clothes then regret my decision of getting that top x.x

Anyone wanna watch “new moon” with me on 24 december at around 4pm?
Venue: AMK Hub.

Sighs, byes.

P.s I’m into lady gaga songs currently.

Indolent.

I’m feeling bored. Really really bored. However, I just can’t bring myself to complete the holiday assignments. Oh gosh. To think i still said i wanna study hard during this holiday. Geez, i better pray to God and ask Him to give me some strength to focus on my studies, and not get distracted by all the temptations that are around me. [the comfort of my home]

I think the school teachers are being rather cruel. My family don’t read newspapers, other than my mum [chinese newspapers ._.], so the teachers should have kindly provide us with websites that have articles right? Never mind i will survive using straits times, just hope the teachers won’t say anything about using all 4 articles from the net. What a tough homework. Though the comprehension and summary are difficult as well, but at least it beats doing the articles okay. The articles still includes doing it in a Paul’s Wheel or Analysis and 6 Thinking Hats! Not to mention we must present it in a write up. So cruel. Teachers also never teach how to CRITICALLY EVALUATE and RECOMMEND USEFUL SOLUTIONS, unless they want us to write it in the format of formal letters to editor? Oh crap lurh i hate this assignment just by talking about it already.

How boring can my life be. I can’t find any motivation to start on my homework,oh dear. and school is reopening in like 2 weeks plus time? SEC 4. Faints. Uh don’t tell me to go for retail therapy [shopping], not because I’m a spendthrift and spent all my allowance on that, but because I wanna save money? I mean, all of us, especially the GIRLS, have to stop going out for shopping so much. Think for your parents yo. Forget what i say if you’re a MISSY or you’re just darn filthy rich. I’m jealous of you for being filthy rich, but I’m sure you’re just as jealous as me because my parents, at least my mum does, keep me company. You only have your friends plus your branded stuff to keep you company, that’s real sad. I feel sad for you,aww.
P.s what i said are not pin-pointing at anyone, just saying my point of view. Please do not feel offended if you feel I’m talking about you.

Watched the show “Life Transformers” on Channel 8 earlier on. Never fails to move me to tears. An eleven years old boy can actually be so mature in thinking! He do understands his home situation. He did not really help in any ways, but he does think for his ill-ridden parents and also keeping his depression mum company, and the thing that i envy about this family the most is, LOVE. They may be in poverty, but hey, the husband love the wife vice versa. Where can you get this? I mean, the wife has depression, which guy will be willing to stick by her side? What’s more her thinking is like a kid as well. Poor guy, he had diabetes, cholesterol, artery clogged up or something. Plus he has been out of job for 3 years. BUT. You know what this guy said that made me so touched? He’s so willing and love his wife whole-heartedly all this while because of the vow he had made when they married.
“To have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part.” It probably sounds silly to you, but I do hope that the guy i marry will not break this promise to me. What’s the use of saying it when you won’t do it?

Alrights time for me to go. I’m still feeling lazy to make an attempt for the english homework, oh dear. I will try my definite best to touch it :/

CIP work at tanjong pagar tomorrow. Lol looking forward to it because I can make an excuse to meet someone later.

Goodnights.

p.s went to sign up for A math tuition an Intellicat just now.

Holiday Often Makes Me Bitchier.

mia,very lazy to use the computer.

yesterday was FABulous.
not because of GB flag day derh.
GB flag day sucks,the wearing of gb full uniform is okaye with me.
just that i hate how some singaporeans/foreigners[okay the foreigners part is not true la,since is only ONE particular type of foreigners,better not say later offend people] behaved/acted when we approached them for donations.

NUMBER 1:  people who pretend to take something their handbag/wallet/purse like they want to donate,and they obviously LOOKED at you like they wanted to donate,but instead walked away.wtf right?!!
NUMBER 2: people who pretend not to hear you and walk away.DEAF ARH YOU!suckers.i don’t mind people told me rather sternly that they don’t want to donate,but pretending not to hear?
HELLO,DO YOU EVEN HAVE THE BASIC COURTESY TO JUST SAY NO?ma de think i want to do flag day arh,wear the uniform so uncomfortable,then still need to receive this type of treatment from such losers.SERIOUSLY.i don’t give a damn to flag day okay.
and happy to say that i collected less than $10
i mean,hello,i don’t feel guilty AT ALL.
because the money goes to GB,and not any organisations which helped the poor or needy ones.SO,why should i put in the effort to ask people to donate or feel guilty at all for my behaviour?
since it’s my last gb flag day as a gb girl,why not jsut slack it off.

okayes back to why my day was FAB.
no details,sorry to the KPOs ones
out with baby,i love the park.
went over to another park,and there’s a cat there!!
the cat seemed to like us,’cause it climbed up the seat and lie down next to my baby.
ehh,I JEALOUS OF YOU LEH KITTY!
how dare you go so close to him,hahah.
hmmm,first time i stroke a cat,the fur was super soft and,hmm nice?
was rather hesitant to stroke it,scared that it will go bonkers and scratch me [not my face thank you].but i mustered up enough courage to stroke it,and it seemed to like it!
hehehe guess the kitty was tired,because it kept closing its eyes.
blah blah blah,rest of the day went past in a blur,nearly don’t wanna go home.

p.s why do such sweet and happy moments ended as fast as it started? what a pity it has a short lifespan…

went hougang mall with mum and bro today.
mum very kindly topped up $50 for our arcade card!
she has a voucher,and if you top up $50,there’s a $50 free.
so altogether my card has a $100.
played the machines while mum went to shop.
visited the library,and borrowed more books.
geez nearly forgot i haven’t finish reading the books that i rented.

rented 3 movies,”up”,”drag me to hell” and “i am legend”.
walao only can rent 3 days for $11,if late every one day add $1 to it ._.lll

so tired,shall sleep.
goodnights.

I’ve Been Tryin’ To Make You See, Everything You Need Is Right Here With Me.

dress to impress.

zonal lunch.
bought macs and had it in church.
jia en sent me my favourite “brain juice” game,am very addicted to it!
was practically playing it for the 2 hours while waiting for youth zblaze to start.
hey,at least i didn’t fall asleep kaye,since my long sleeve top is so snugly

my oh my.i just got to voice this out.
did anyone noticed that the drum/guitar whatever instruments are there at youth ablaze are super duper loud?
alamak less than 10 times of youth ablaze[i think] and i can feel that i’m going deaf x.x
i admire those who can stand it man x.x

worshipping today,and no sermon yays
cell group discussion is about outings,tuning out.

upset.
i’ve been trying very hard,to make things more interesting.
what happen to you?
sometimes i just feel so not loved by you,probably you feel that way as well?
just don’t turn,and walk away from me.

who can understand how i’m feeling?

sometimes i feel like i don’t belong to anywhere,and i would much rather just stay at home than to go out.
listen to sad songs,hug my soft toys.
friends?hah.yeah right.don’t talk to me about that.
why bother to make friends if they don’t really seem to give a damn whether you are friends with them or not?
friends,no friends,no difference.

no where to belong.

i detest this.

Am I Bright Enough To Shine In Your Spaces?

something’s off.

stayed at home for the whole of today,and yet no homework touch.
geez i really should get started on my homework,but i just can’t seem to find the motivation and mood to do x.x
ohh no.

the story “bled dry” is yummylicious,it’s story about vampires,or should i say vampire romance?
it’s kinda like twilight.

sis promised to watch “new moon” with me,can’t wait
been some time since i see her!
haha not to forget gonna hit orchard with alycia on 16 december as well

the eerie loneliness.
you can be surrounded by many people,or in a crowded mrt train,and yet you can still feel lonely,all by yourself.
it’s really hard to get rid of that feeling.

good bye dearies.

Bad Romance.

kinda miss having my long fringe.
taken during near last year christmas.
see how much i have changed.

 

went to tanjong pagar today for cip work for new voice club.
i personally feel that it’s a fruitful trip,as the uncles there were all really friendly,and seem to treat us sec 3s girls as their grandchildren.
i’m gonna bring those traditional board games etc whatever i can find at home to new voice club next week

chatted with one of the uncles,he’s already 70 years old this year and yet he had to suffer from the effects of throat cancer.
he can’t even talked [but he seem to like writing a lot,chinese of course ],and he can’t even eat properly.
he had surgeries for 5 times and yet the doctor can’t mend the hole at his throat using his thigh flesh.
the uncles there really do regretted smoking,and they even warned us not to smoke,if not we might just end up like them.
so friends out there who smoke,do quit smoking okay?
i don’t want to see any of you end up like the uncles,it’s such a heartwrenching sight.
and those who don’t smoke,don’t ever try it out of curiosity.
you will regret.

 

went to have subway right opposite of the new voice club centre with ruoxin,jiaen,qiaoyi and jingwen.
subway is always so yummy
saving my cookies for tomorrow morning breakfast,so full :/
headed to chinatown with qiaoyi,jingwen and ruoxin,walk walk see see.
saw many pretty clothes,didn’t know that chinatown sell pretty clothes though the shops seem so old!
and the clothes don’t cost too much either.
shall go there some day!

 

rahh i don’t know how to go east coast park,i give up.
maybe we are not meant to go there after all.

 

happy 9th month.

Pass It On.

I’M BACK PEOPLE.

before i start blogging like bonkers,i wanna congratulate my bro for scoring a 260 for his psle!
top 10% in hips sia,i’m proud of you bro
xms you sure first few to get in!

anyway,i just got to say that pass-it-on camp rocks.
i was really hesitant to go to the camp,and in the end,it’s really worth it.
friendships hatched,got the chance to know more people.

okaye i’m kinda lazy to blog every single details out,so i shall cut it short!
my group mates: qiaoyi, joy tan, limin, joyce, matthias, dylan, sheryl, melinda, daniel, deston
leaders: staff tay, angie and brun kiat (not sure correct not), isaac,joanne
group name: I SCREAM! (ice cream sound alike)

first day played amazing race,it past by in a blur ’cause was busy googoo gaagaa-ing about boys.typical lah.
halfway went kopitiam and act uncles take pictures.
amazing race damn cute sia we have to take photos,like guys act cute,girls act cool,girls taking unglam shoots etc
took jump shoot as well and joanne said i jumped very high x.o
had night games,think the human sandwich was rather fun.
i think i’m lucky,’cause i only 1 time kena at the most bottom.
lol staff tay damn funny when we came up she asked me in front flat already not,LOL.
played the shifting of chairs game,not fun lurh,kena sprayed at with water -.-
the station master damn pro lurh,i also never offend him he kept aiming at me ji dan!
played something like table soccer as well,3 person interlocked arms,lol i damn shy ’cause i in between of 2 guys >.<
whoosh love to kick the soccer ball.
p.s i ain’t able to fall asleep.people keep snoring :/ didn’t know girls snore also lurh horrible :/
p.s.s first time hold hand with another guy during worship other than my baby ._.lll shy uhz.

second day did community project work.
each house hold was given $1,so my group bought ice cream for the residents as our group name suggested
we all were separated,so i was with isaac and joyce
think i’m very excited about it,’cause i’m the one who kept knocking and talking to the residents most of the time
good mood lurh probably
had holy spirit night,i have to say it’s really frightening,but i was amazed by how everyone had the courage to step forward and receive cleansing.
made a confession,and i’m glad that i’m being brought back closer to God.
everyone went high after that for worship,including me.
felt so much lighter after the confession,so naturally i’m able to get into high mood,jumping around worshipping God
high~
p.s slept realy well but still not enough.eye bags super obvious,’cause stayed up to write notes for group mates.

third day was hmm.
i don’t know what to say,but it just feel so good that i’m in group “i scream”,with all my wonderful group mates and leaders.
was sad that camp ended so fast,but yet happy because i know that i will still be able to see these friends when i go to youth ablaze every saturday.
oh oh had pastamania for lunch!
wasted sia,’cause these few days don’t have much appetite,so end up not eating much,and thank you qiao yi for always so kindly offering to help me finish up my food

though the camp had ended,but it’s not the end,it’s the beginning of something new
the start of friendships.

alrights i shall go have my beauty sleep,must do mask soon eh i look like a panda already.
goodnights all my darlings [LOL]

p.s handsome guys xD